i was living in a three dimensional world
and experiencing with five senses thinking somehow
there was a difference in those perceptions
and that time was comparable to a coffee table
i gave them the ability to mold me with
euclidean geometry and gravity
but where is the universe where perfume rules
and music is king?
and where is that place that images are alive
and aniseed burns forever?
it's the skin that makes us believe -
it's the nerve endings that pull us into agreement
i was waiting
sitting on the sidelines of life
being wife-mother-wife in succession
a cyclical reproduction of self vs. self
opening my heart-ears-head to be conquered
to be owned-held in someone else's idea(l)
but i feel and i think and i change
god sat somewhere in the quanta
somewhere in that space between theory and matter
strumming the strings that play silent symphonies
bending solidarity into a wrap-around meaning of life
i've wasted hours of breath screaming into voids,
into fields of energy that don't understand destruction
i've externalized this bile into fireworks for
tiny galaxies that orbit my dumb head
i've tried to force it all into this meat
shoved it into the hollow and it kept seeping
between the fallacy of corpus christi and universal laws
the temple is a scapegoat, a prison cell, a false boundary
like tearing the universal fabric is a loophole
the universe is a naked, skinless idea
Interestingly enough both Husserl and Heidegger have reacted against science, the first by saying that science has forgotten about the ‘living-world’, the latter by saying science has forgotten about ‘nothing’ and thus consequently about ‘being’.
Maybe the perfume we smell brings us into another dimension; I am thinking about when you feel off, you know and you go out and the world seems different, perhaps madness comes from some other dimension.
Another great book both you and Paul may like is Seth Lloyd’s “Computing the Universe”, a work that closely resembles my own thought that everything is information, for me there are just all those layers of data and consciousness forms in them, twists around in it all …